Deep down in my soul



Deep down in my soul

I feel the pain

Its like an arrow

Sent straight through my heart

Turned 360degrees

Deep down in my soul

Deep,so deep

Shattered,so shattered

Broken,so broken

Torn apart,so apart

Dejected,so dejected

Lost,so lost

Deep down in my soul

I feel it so bad when you look at me with those eyes

Not caring to know how I got that teenage pregnancy

Not caring to know how I was raped by four men

Each taking their turn

You never stopped to think how I came about begging on the street

All you told yourself is He's lazy

You see me unable to get a baby after some years of my maRriage

And all you can say is she has always been wayward,maybe she has aborted all the babies in her

You never bothered to get closer to know the pains

Don't judge me,stop judging me,Don't ever judge me

It hurts me

Deep down in my soul

Who are you to cast the stone at me

Do you think I want to be on this side of the wall?

Do you see the tears I shed everynight

Hoping it wasn't me

Hoping I could turn back the hands of time

Hoping to be the real ME

What you see is not me

Its that other person I fight with everyday

Struggling and wrestling

Help me through

Hold me through

See me through

It hurts so much

Deep down in my soul

Give me a reason to live again

Look through your inner eyes to see my inner mind

I need you

You need me

No matter what you think of me

We are all part of one body

Stand with me

Agree with me

That's all I need

Deep down in my soul